It's Dilly Dally time - the final post

Life sucks about now. Everything I have ever dreamed off is fading away, but there is still hope.


I haven't had the time for this since a long time, plus I don't have internet back at my place so it's hard to keep "you people" updated. I'm thinking of calling it quits since nobody ever reads this. The only reason I signed up for this is so that my boyfriend would always have a way of seeing me somehow.

So what has changed since the last update? Well everything is pretty much the same except that my one true love is questioning himself wether or not he trully loves me or not. He demands space and time to think about things. It's utterly painful for me, everything is tasteless, life seem to have no meaning at all anymore. I had totally dedicated my soul to this single person and suddenly this happens. Let's just hope for the best.

I really hope he makes the right choice and realize how much he means to me and how much this will change our lives forever.




I'm scared.